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Am I Clingy?

 When I want to chat with a friend, I feel choosy with one. I want to know my friends about their situations, dreams, and strength, and know how I can help their problems. I want to bring positive vibes to them. But I feel like I'm clingy to one friend. I'm not going to say who they are because I don't want to be cringy to them. So I'll describe them vaguely: I met this one friend when I saw their fursona for the first time. I met them on a video stream. We chatted when we were in a stream a few times. It felt like our friendship was locked. I want our trust to stick and to know more about them. Not too much like a creep or a scammer. What I know about them so far as I know their location (city and providence only). They live with their grandparents because they have issues with their parents. They have a defective body part. They have an identifying body mark. They have a condition that they have to go to the hospital. They're an introvert like me. And I know their
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My First Block

I need to get this out of my chest. If going to a different site where one user from another site who blocked you has their profile there, and interacting with them is considered to block evading, then I guess I did block evading. I block evade Caste because they are the first who blocked me. Here's the thing about first impressions: I believe they're not good. Worst than their improvements; like the dark ages of video games until Nintendo saved it. I like Caste's art style. All I wanted to do is to support them by faving, liking, and sharing their pics. I wanted to commission them. But out of nowhere, they blocked me for no reason. This happened to my friend from the same user. I have theories about why they did it: they saw me make a different profile on FA thinking I'm block evading (but I did it to change my username because FA can't allow us to change it without abandoning our old account), or they're picky to anyone who watches/follows them. I found out Ca
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I'm done with social VR

 I like VR for going on adventures in a different world to explore, or entering into games to play. But when it comes to social in VR, I don't like it in this time period. I'm tired of starting my standalone VR headset when I want to enter a world where my friends are. It takes too long. I don't want to switch between VR and non-VR games. I want to live in a metaverse where we can all come together like it's the OASIS from Ready Player One. I want a headset and peripherals that are evolving to help us express ourselves by our body language rather than our hands on a controller. Sure, there is Meta. Also, we will be free from using our Facebook Account requirement. But are we going to use its metaverse? I want VR to evolve so that headsets or peripherals are no longer needed and only use a room to project a world; like a holodeck. Imagine exercising that would be fun. Some gamers will be athletic. Sure we don't have this technology yet. But I'll wait if I'm a
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How Deep...

How deeply can I make a move to talk to a friend? I can take it slow when meeting someone new or old for a long time. But what's the right time to talk? I want to speak to someone to know what's going on in their life. I won't go too far to make it TMI. I do want to be alone to focus on the life I want. But sometimes I'm lonely and I want someone to talk to. Someone specific. Sometimes I asked them. But they don't reply. It's like they're ghosting me. When I'm in a group chat, and when I leave, one person I like once said they're open to chatting directly. When I did, they didn't within the whole day... Also, I had some who I don't like who wanted to chat with me. How do deal with them? Some wanted to RP which I don't like or want anymore. And some come to say they missed me. Am I destined to be alone? Am I not allowed to talk to anyone to go in deep? Am I going to be haunted by lurkers who'll never reply to me forever?
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I Want Answers on VR

Incoming Rant:       Every time when I tried to play a VR game through SteamVR with a Quest 2, it always freezes. I upgraded my PC: my CPU is an Intel i7-9700K, my graphic card is a Nvidia Geforce RTX 3060, and I have 64gb of RAM. I plan to get a terabyte storage unit soon. If that's the solution, I would be relieved and enjoy my games. If not, I. WANT. MAYHEM!!! Please reader, if you have Quest 2, and powerful PC but less storage unit, and able to run a game through SteamVR smoothly, what's the solution? If it's more storage, again, I'm going to get it soon. If the problem is just the headset, then fine, I guess I'll invest on Valve's Index or their next headset and accessories and say goodbye to Meta. If those are not the right answers, then what IS IT?!?!
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