How Deep...

How deeply can I make a move to talk to a friend? I can take it slow when meeting someone new or old for a long time. But what's the right time to talk? I want to speak to someone to know what's going on in their life. I won't go too far to make it TMI.

I do want to be alone to focus on the life I want. But sometimes I'm lonely and I want someone to talk to. Someone specific. Sometimes I asked them. But they don't reply. It's like they're ghosting me. When I'm in a group chat, and when I leave, one person I like once said they're open to chatting directly. When I did, they didn't within the whole day...

Also, I had some who I don't like who wanted to chat with me. How do deal with them? Some wanted to RP which I don't like or want anymore. And some come to say they missed me.

Am I destined to be alone? Am I not allowed to talk to anyone to go in deep? Am I going to be haunted by lurkers who'll never reply to me forever?

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